During her Variety Actors on Actors conversation, Dakota Johnson told Armie Hammer about her “meltdown” and battle with self-doubt ahead of filming “Suspiria.”

“For my whole life I’ve been railing against myself thinking that someone’s gonna find out that I’m a fraud,” Johnson said. “This is a thing that artists do really struggle against, is this feeling that I’m not actually deserving of this job or this career.”

Despite an entire year of strength and ballet training, “I still had this f—ing meltdown four days before filming and was like, ‘I can’t do this,'” Johnson said.