Ricky Gervais took to his blog on Tuesday to discuss Sunday’s Golden Globes, which the comedian said were his favorite of his three hosting stints. However, Gervais appears to be finished with the show.

“I’ve told my agent to never let me be persuaded to do it again,” he writes. “Thank fuck that’s over.”

Gervais, who was hired by the HFPA this past fall after ripping several A-listers during last year’s Globes, was relatively quiet on Sunday. After a decent intro which included an awkward “Tourist” moment with Johnny Depp, the comedian all but vanished from the telecast.

But on Tuesday, Gervais seemed geniunely grateful for the gigs (and some R&R).

“It’s like a parachute jump,” he wrote. “You can only really enjoy it in retrospect when you realise you didn’t die and it was quite an amazing thing to do.”